Thursday, October 25, 2012

I'm Having a Very Bad Day


Culture: hey man
I'm having a very bad day

me: bad?

Culture: "bad", so says the ego

me: bri

Culture: just moving through some stuff.....
no, no need
don't worry man
personal stuff

me: ok
well go ahead and go

Culture: :)
thanks, man
and I appreciate you caring
I do

me: you bet

Culture: in wanting to come over I mean

me: good luck sortin it out

Culture: :)
thank you.....letting go a little more all the time
what else is all the bullshit for?

me: grow a beard
grow it long and wanton

Culture: I just may....
I just may....

me: it will help
it roots the mind
one cannot cut the roots of the brain and expect it not to fall over or dry up

Culture: and what about the heart?
I think there's no guarding that
and maybe it shouldn't be so....

me: When the mind is still, the heart finds its place.

Culture: it's true, and vice versa also

me: When the heart finds its place the belly becomes light
when the belly becomes light the eyes become dim
when the eyes become dim one sees the world beyond the senses
in seeing the world beyond the senses one casts aside faith for knowledge
but with knowledge comes bondage
In bondage one cries out for help.
In crying out for help, help is delivered.
When help is delivered humility comes
When humility comes contentment arises
when contentment arises desire dies

Culture: I think you should make it your new blog

me: When desire dies happiness prevails

Culture: the whole string of progression
for me....it's simple
happy to be sad
whatever it is, it's okay
don't deny it, don't push it away

me: indeed

Culture: then what problem is there really?
naked experience carries all forms
but none of them ever stick

me: There are no problems, only perceptions

Culture: so, right....I'm fine

me: and also if you stick your hand under a running mower it will chop you up.

Culture: but I'm still having a very bad day
:)

me: yes
you should go to your van

Culture: :)
see you tomorrow

me: tomorrow and tomorrow

Saturday, October 13, 2012

My Coffee Princess

Here's a little ditty I wrote about loving a coffee addict. Enjoy it with a cup of joe. 

Thursday, October 11, 2012

A Morning Smoothie to Save Your Soul

"And lo, the angel of the Lord came unto me and said, Build thou a blended beverage made with all manner of medicinal herbs and nutritive roots, for a day dawns that will test thy resolve and a great trial awaits thee. Therefore thou shalt make it with ashwaghanda, shatavari, arjun, cacao, red maca, bee mana, vanilla bean powder, organic sulfer, coconut oil, monatomic magnesium, sunflower seeds. Thou mayest add xylitol as thou wishest, for though it is a bastard derivative it is a boon for thy teeth... and thou shalt clench thy teeth in the fullness of time. Take these and anything else that thou desirest and pile them into a VitaMix blender along with ice, for the world is a hot and fetid place and thou shalt cool thy belly to cool the earth. Using that mighty electric force blend finely all these herbs and drink and make thy heart merry with a song for a day cometh that will be filled with the shouts of war."           ~ Buffalo 6:6


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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Jacob and Bella Tiff on the New Moon

Having received so much positive feedback about my read from Twilight Chapter 14, I decided to make another recording. This is from the 13th chapter of New Moon. Bella and Jacob have a dire misunderstanding about murders in the near woods. Tempers flair and the sexual tension is as tasty as dog food.


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Monday, October 1, 2012

Back and Forth with Tucson City Court

So, many of you will recall I mailed an appeal to Tucson City Court regarding a traffic violation. You can read that letter here. They received my appeal and loved it! They wrote me back and after letting their response marinate in my PO box for a couple of weeks, I got right on it. Here's how it went...


To which I graciously responded...





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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Barbie says, "Gmar Chatimah Tovah"

THOU has seen, O Israel, 
How, for the sake of creation, 
The One Life that I am
Seemeth to divide itself,
Becoming two. 
Of these two, I have made known to thee 
My superior nature, the Crown of Primal Will 
Wherein I have my supreme abode.
Hearken now, 
While I expound the mystery of mine inferior nature, 
Which standeth in the Tree of Life 
As the Sephirah of Wisdom.
Forget not that these two, 
Though they be named superior and inferior, 
Are in truth of equal rank.
As it is written: “That which is below is as that which is above, 
And that which is above is as that which is below.” 
Be thou not led astray by their false doctrine 
Who ascribe to the inferior nature 
Somewhat less of power and worth 
Than inhereth in the superior. 
The two are as the pans of a balance. 
Each hath its own peculiar quality.
Each hath its appointed sphere of operation. 
One cometh not before the other, 
But together they exist 
From everlasting to everlasting.
Mine inferior nature is the universal substance, 
The divine mirror
Wherein I, who dwell at the heart of all things, 
Am reflected to myself.
To the uninstructed, therefore, 
Who mistake the reflection for that which is reflected, 
My secondary nature seemeth to be more interior 
Than the Primal Will. 
This error may be likened to the illusion which ariseth 
When one seeth a room reflected in a glass, 
And thinketh he seeth the room itself. 
For though what presenteth itself in the mirror of
Wisdom is internal, 
The medium of reflection hath its place in the without, 
In the realm of secondary and created things.
As the substance whence all forms arise, 
The vehicle of my divine essence, 
Mine inferior nature is to the superior 
As is passive to active,
As woman to man,
As Eve to Adam. 
Yet to every Light of Emanation
Proceeding from it on the Tree of Life 
Doth this same Wisdom stand as Root and Source. 
Hence in the Scripture is Wisdom spoken of as a woman, 
As when it is said, “Wisdom hath builded her a house”; 
But elsewhere to this same Wisdom 
The wise assign the title AB, the Father. 
Never is the heavenly Wisdom known as Mother, 
For She is the virgin substance of all things, 
Whose purity naught can defile.
Remember now that I myself am the pure KNOWING 
Whence all manifestation ariseth. 
Recall to mind that my superior nature is the Primal Will, the Eternal Watcher, 
Under whose regard the stream of creation floweth. 
The substance of the stream is the inferior nature, 
Wherein I see innumerable images of myself. 
These be all things and creatures, great and small.
Whatever existeth 
Is as a ripple on the surface of the stream, 
But all are of the one substance. 
Thus all share in the peculiar quality
Of the stream itself, 
Which is the mirror of myself to myself,
The root of all remembrance.
Creation is the record of mine ever-changing manifestation. 
All things bear the imprint of the history of the universe. 
Nothing of mine activity escapeth this record. 
In it do men share, because they, too,
Are parts of the stream of mine inferior nature. 
Thus are they partakers in my perfect recollection, 
Which is the source of all memories, 
And the root of all the wisdom of mankind.
All wisdom, therefore, 
Is summed up in knowledge of me. 
To gain this is the aim of all research, 
Of all works, of all devotion. 
From knowledge of me cometh the lesser knowledge 
Of the things which I have brought forth.
Of no avail is this lesser knowledge 
Unless it be founded upon the knowledge 
Of my superior and inferior natures.
Hence it is written: 
“Remember now thy creator in the days of thy youth, 
And thy days shall be long.” 
To keep me in vivid remembrance is to unite thyself 
To the subtle principle of Life Eternal.
Mine inferior nature is the bond of union 
Between myself and all created beings. 
Hence it is likened to GIMEL, the camel,
Which bringeth a man safe 
Through desert wastes from city to city. 
Again it is likened to GIMEL 
Because the camel beareth rich and costly merchandise. 
And again, for that the camel betokeneth
Travel and communication, 
Being thus a symbol of change, 
And of the flux and mingling of ideas 
Borne upon the stream of memory.
Happy is he who bestrideth 
This camel of mine inferior nature 
Which bringeth them who learn the secret of its mastery
Unto me, their Lord. 
A task most difficult and laborious 
Is the conquest of the power of recollection. 
Strength and courage and patience must they have
Who would gain this victory; 
But these shall be as kings and princes in this world, 
And even as gods in the world to come.
~ Paul Foster Case The Book of Tokens Meditation on Gimel

Sunday, September 23, 2012

The Secret of all Spiritual Activities


"My secret wisdom is hid in number, 
And in the sign of the Tally
Is concealed the building of the whole creation.

Number veileth the power of the Elohim, 
For number is that thick darkness whereof it is written,
"And Moses drew near unto the thick darkness 
Where God was"; and again,
"Tetragrammaton said that he would dwell In the thick darkness."

Ye shall know that this darkness is Egypt, 
And by the wisdom hidden in that darkness 
Did Moses lead Israel forth.
In the darkness which is Egypt
Is the darkness of number, 
Concealing the One in the cloud of the Many. 
Of that darkness the Serpent is a sign, 
That Great Serpent, the royal snake of Egypt.

This is the Serpent of temptation, Yet from it cometh forth redemption.
For the Serpent is the first appearance of the Anointed One,
And that which casteth Adam out from the garden of the East,
Even that shall bring him back once more to Paradise.
Thus in TETH is shown the secret
Of the going forth and the return, 
For TETH is the serpent coiled around the Tau.

This is the sign of the Name of Names, 
Which none may utter.

Again, it is the symbol of the Tree of Divine Perfections, 
Encircled by the power of the letters 
Wherewith is formed the whole creation.

And because the Tally referreth to counting, 
And so to all the works of number,
By this letter do I show— 
First, that all things are brought forth through number, 
And second, that all works of power accomplished by
the wise 
Have number for their foundation.
For the circle of the Tally 
Is the coiled fiery power
Which cometh from the sun, 
And to rule this, thou must learn to count.

Count aright, 
And thou shalt have oil for thy lamps, 
For the oil for lighting. 
Containeth the secret of the letter TETH. 
This is the oil which riseth like a serpent, 
The oil which thy father Jacob 
Poured upon the Stone in the House of Strength.

Verily, he who knoweth the secret of that Stone, 
Knoweth also the secret of the Serpent, 
And in him shall be fulfilled the saying:
"When Israel was a child, 
Then I loved him, 
And called my Son out of Egypt."

And he who knoweth this shall be a Measurer of Mercy, 
And all his works shall be rooted
In the strength of my Law."

~ Paul Foster Case in The Book of Tokens (Meditation on Teth)